My son just came home from his dad's, I was like super depressed about not being able to fully participate in the challenge but we're doing it! A lot of entries are gunna be throw backs. My stash deteriorated over the months of separating, fighting, and figuring out custody.
At one point in time I had my whole stash listed for sale and sold a bunch of my htf I spent HUNDREDS of dollars on because staring at my stash that I spent a year building but not having the baby to wear them was deteriorating my mental health.
It was a really rough patch in my life but we finally came to an agreement, set our terms and things are working out for our family.
Our inital split was caused by my purchase of the #mm2018 diapers that were released and sold for retail. I hustled my family hard to get my MM diapers while we struggled to keep food on our table.
Idk what it is about diapers that turns us into SAVAGES but it's a thing. It's my thing. Maybe it's the anxiety of a release? Or the wondering of what's actually in that poly mailer that you spent 300 USD buying other shit to get a "chance" to win your dream diaper. I don't know.
I've shed tears for certain prints that I've sold. It has to be the anxiety of the release. Will I get it? Are my finger fast enough? Are my notes copied and ready to go? Oh shit, it's loading really slow. Refresh, BOOM, OUT OF STOCK.
It's called Mystery Madness for a reason.
But honestly, I don't regret my purchase that split our home. I found myself in that time I spent alone, I learned how to prioritize and just let stuff go, especially when it came to rare, hard to find diapers.
I'm still a little crazy when it comes to certain things and I'd kill to get Skipping Stones but I've taught myself that #itsonlyadiaper just be appreciative of what you have because there is always someone who has less.
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